Words Between The Pictures

Just me and my little office space. Shot on the Minolta Maxxum 7000 loaded with some Rollei Retro 400s.

Just me and my little office space. Shot on the Minolta Maxxum 7000 loaded with some Rollei Retro 400s.

Happy Canada Day!

If you’ve happen to read my two previous blogs titled: Developing Film and Late Passions, firstly thank you! Those were two stories I wanted to lay out first and I will likely be talking more about my film developing processes, so stay tuned for that. I am also very new to blogging and this is technically the first blog where I am writing in a less formulaic structure and just typing what comes to mind.

I am beginning to notice more and more lately, that I talk a lot in my head when I am out on my photo wanders, so hence the title, these blogs are aimed at sharing what I think about during my photo wanders; sometimes they could be picture ideas I failed to express in a photograph, but most of the time they’ll be about my experiences being out in the field or casual reviews about gear and camera shops. I find writing definitely helps clear the mind to make way for fresh visual perspectives. With that said, I hope you can relate to some of my thoughts in future posts and if so, feel free to shoot me message on Instagram if you want to chat more about photography! There is so much learn from each other and that’s what makes this art the best kind of art. 

Image scanned from the same 35mm roll from the picture above. Here I am tangled up with an off-camera flash cord. I clearly haven’t upgraded to wireless systems yet!

Image scanned from the same 35mm roll from the picture above. Here I am tangled up with an off-camera flash cord. I clearly haven’t upgraded to wireless systems yet!

Developing Film

Pre-Heating all the black and white film chemicals to hit around 20 degrees celcius.

Pre-Heating all the black and white film chemicals to hit around 20 degrees celcius.

Why Develop Film?

The simple answer is because it’s fun! There is just something oddly thrilling and satisfying about the delicate workflow that holds you completely accountable for mistakes; it can either make you feel great or incredibly disappointed, but I found after about 4 rough attempts, I was getting great consistent, clean and accurate results. Hanging up that perfectly developed roll enhances the already rewarding experiences of shooting on a film camera even more, especially if that roll took months to finish. I could even go a step further and say that even the waiting process of 4-8 hours for the film to dry is fun because the rest of the day feels like Christmas Eve (I love the process that much). In conclusion, give film developing a chance! 

Film hanging to dry for scanning!

Film hanging to dry for scanning!

Film Developing Without a Darkroom

A lot of misconceptions with film developing in the digital age is that most people including myself (when I first started), think that you need a fully equipped darkroom to develop film. While it’s 100% obvious that you need to develop film in complete darkness, the part that I didn’t understand was that the darkroom is only to give you the space for the equipment to print on photographic paper. The printing of the film negative itself actually just needs to be processed inside a light sealed bag and tank, giving you a portable darkroom solution.

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Film Developing In A Nutshell

Developing film is like cooking spaghetti in boiling water; you want to boil the pasta for just the right amount of time so that you don’t over or undercook the noodles. I first learned this analogy by YouTuber ‘Eduardo Pavez Goye’ - as funny as it sounded to me at the time, it’s actually what encouraged me to develop film.

Developing film needs to be submerged in 5 substances: film developer, stop bath, fixer, hypo clear and room temperature water for rinsing. The film developer is what makes the image appear on the negative. Stop bath is a strong vinegar based solution that essentially removes any excess developer left on the film. The fixer is the solution that makes the film no longer sensitive to light allowing the image to stay on the film permanently. Hypo clear is a soap-based solution that washes the film and also makes it water resistant so that no water stains appear once dried. Lastly, the film goes through a final rinse in regular room temperature water before hanging to dry.

Sometimes I develop film outside too! The best ventilation.

Sometimes I develop film outside too! The best ventilation.

Developing Film On A Regular Basis

I remember telling myself when I first started “that I would only shoot film occasionally”, but that quickly changed once film developing became second nature. I have learned that once I have found a rhythmic process that is both effective and efficient; I honestly started to forget that I began the project with film, especially when the momentum of output has picked up speed. Of course if there are tighter project turn-arounds, less room for errors or if the project simply doesn’t call for that “film look”, then I turned to my trusty full frame digital Nikon D800e instead.

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Combining Old Tech With New Tech

I currently don’t have the space and the proper ventilation to build a darkroom complete the other 50% of the analog experience so I use a Epson V600 scanner for output. While it seems to defeat the purpose of starting the workflow in the analog method then ending up with a digital image, real public darkrooms are still available at a cost. It’s something I look forward to as I build up a collection of home developed negatives. I also aim to build my own darkroom one day once space and safe ventilation permits.

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The first image to appear in my scanner from the very first roll I ever developed. It’s in pretty rough shape and the image looks a lot older than it really is. But hey, you gotta start somewhere right?

The first image to appear in my scanner from the very first roll I ever developed. It’s in pretty rough shape and the image looks a lot older than it really is. But hey, you gotta start somewhere right?

The Scary Upfront Costs And Maintenance

The aspects of film developing that intimidated me the most were the expensive upfront costs of the essential equipment and the responsibilities of handling toxic chemicals.

The good news is that I only had to buy the essentials once: the developing tank, film reels and film changing bag. All the essential gear is also built to last for a very long time, so that is great peace of mind for my long term goals. There are also other official accessories that add convenience like dedicated film bottles, thermometers, flasks etc. but you can improvise all that stuff by using cheaper household cooking accessories and recycled bottles.

Severe perforation scratches partway up the middle of the frame. I didn’t realize how fragile film can be when not gently handled.

Severe perforation scratches partway up the middle of the frame. I didn’t realize how fragile film can be when not gently handled.

The bad news is that the film chemicals require quite a bit of maintenance and organization. Film chemicals have a shelf life just like any perishable product and will shorten even more once fresh chemical bottles are opened. I’ve learned that unopened liquid chemicals can last a few years, but mixed solutions can only last about up 3 months before having to make fresh batches. Black and white film developer is a “one shot” solution, so I have to make a new batch for each session. The stop bath and fixer are re-usable for about 10+ rolls of film. I use a bottle “Hypo Check” which requires just a single droplet into the fixer to test if the solution is still fresh. If it needs to be changed, I will see white clouds appear.

Film chemicals, especially the re-usable mixed solutions, need to be stored away safely from regular living spaces in sealed up containers when not being used - especially C41 colour chemistry kits. I cannot emphasize this enough! You don’t want to be breathing that stuff in on a regular basis! I keep my chemicals stored away in the garage in a plastic bin. Disposal of exhausted chemicals are dropped off at any chemical waste facility just like any other hazardous household products - labeling the contents of the bottles is always appreciated by the facility technicians.

In the end, I have learned that shooting 2-3 rolls a month and staying committed to developing the rolls, make the regular maintenance costs and effort worthwhile. If you made it this far into my film developing blog, thanks for reading! I hope this encourages you to give this whole film developing process a try.

Late Passions

I am a 34 year old millennial born in 1986, who was just old enough to enjoy the last generation of film cameras made for the masses between the mid 1990s and early 2000s. But I missed out on all of it until August of 2018 when I picked up my first 35mm film camera.

For as long as I can remember I’ve always been a creative person. I have childhood memories writing stories, drawing, shooting on DV cameras and video editing but film photography was never a part of that self discovery. Although there were opportunities in my life where this undiscovered passion was literally just at arms reach, there was no immediate connection. I remember in grade 10 art class, I used to walk by a display case full of vintage cameras and a darkroom not realizing the impact these things and places would have in my life over a decade later. 

Photo Credit: April Beatson (www.aprilbeatson.com)

Photo Credit: April Beatson (www.aprilbeatson.com)

Approximately 10 years before realizing what I was looking at would become an incredible fixation! Disregard my haircut!

Approximately 10 years before realizing what I was looking at would become an incredible fixation! Disregard my haircut!

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The beautiful thing about life is that it starts as a rough draft, constantly being re-written; the story only becomes more exciting as you grow into a more improved version of yourself everyday. While this mindset brings me a mix of both comfort and frustration, I’m learning to just enjoy the ride. The mystery of why film photography never existed in my mind in the past fuels me to be the best photographer I can be today in both the digital and film worlds (more stories to follow about that later).

I am grateful that my generation and the generations after me can still enjoy shooting film. In a world of nearly endless conveniences now, it’s an enlightening experience to learn how our parents, grandparents and great grandparents had to take pictures. Film has taught me to slow down, breathe and appreciate the memories of what I saw at the time the picture was taken; the decisive moments when and when not to take the shot are both uniquely rewarding experiences.

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